I don’t like drama, but I need it to feel alive.

Sometimes, I hate drama.

But other times, I feel like drama is a blessing.

Right now, I feel so empty — because nothing happened. My mind is just… blank.

Yesterday, there was some drama: I had a flat tire in the morning and had to get it fixed before I could drive to work. It was frustrating, yes — but it gave me something to think about.

Today? Peaceful. Nothing happened. No chaos, no surprises.

You might think I’m crazy — like, “Who the hell actually likes drama?”

But before you judge me, let me explain.

I like a little drama because it gives me something to write about.

When something happens — even if it’s annoying — I process it by writing. Yesterday’s tire issue made me frustrated, but I wrote down all my thoughts. In a way, it helped me improve my writing and thinking skills.

Today, with nothing going on, I don’t know what to think. What to say. What to write.

And that’s the point.

I like drama… because it keeps my mind active and sharpens how I process things.

Of course, I don’t mean the bad kind – just a little drama, enough to shake things up a bit.

I still feel like I sound crazy saying this. I’m not sure if it’s even true. I just feel so empty right now, and I need something to happen in my mind.

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